I revealed to me Master that I want a relationship, that’s not what he wants. So Eric happens to pop up… And… Well… I’m considering it. Is it a good idea? I’m not too sure. I don’t know what to do. What about Mr. Black? Do I break it off with him? Because I know he doesn’t want a relationship either.
I just… I don’t want to feel like I’m the only one trying to make the relationship work, and that’s how I felt last time with Eric.
I’m also afraid he’ll hurt me, like they warned me. Should I stay away from him? He says he’s getting help and that he’s on meds now. Do I believe him? I’ve been lied to by so many men, I can’t stand it anymore.
On a side note: The college campus internet won’t let me play Steam games. 😦